Freaks! :)

He had the craziest horrible "idea" on Saturday. Then we had a tiny accident while eating crackers and cheese (with wine) for breakfast. The everyday coincidences continue, now in a "it's such a small world" form. Sunbathing today was great, and right now his hoodie keeps me warm. Thesis is almost done.
He said... xyz... and the Saturday night telepathy.
More recently: the dinner, his team's award... Later, the San Diego odyssey.

... and even more things I never want to forget

1) the last almost 24 hours with L.
2) his genuinely sad yet extremely cute face when he said, "You leave me alone for two minutes and both the phone and the door go off..." and the continuation in which he explained how he tried to hide from the phone
3) L.'s clinic team friends asking him why there was a flower behind his ear, his response, their response to my Facebook status... and the cute way I imagine he said that "Adi put it there"
4) Friday afternoon's bliss / serendipity involving me handing out flowers as part of a Mortar Board project and the Metate meeting during which, just as Alanna and I were mentioning HMC for some reason, I saw L. on his bike right outside the SCC, ran outside, got greeted by Darren on the way, and eventually jumped on L.
5) the sweatshirt telepathy and Sunday as a whole
6) the sunnier and more open perspective of the world that I've acquired

... неща (3)

1. зайчетата в Х.М.
2. Великденското готвене
3. презентацията
4. слушането на Ulver по време на часа ни... което ме изуми ;)
5. дефиницията ни за идеалния момент
6. фотографските моменти
7. съобщението на стената ми

8. "Бях в едно странно мрачно (тъмно) настроение докато си карах колелото до вкъщи. Даже не беше мрачно по хубавия начин, по-скоро сиво. Но си взех един душ и сега се чувствам по-добре. Сега просто ми липсваш :P"

... и още неповторими неща

В края на седмицата гледахме залеза. На паркинга на един гараж в "селото." Когато се качихме там, то светеше в очите ни, а той нямаше какво друго да направи, освен да ме хване за ръка-- защото малко се бях шашнала от това слънце! И така въряхме срещу него. А по-късно гледахме звездите, зъзнещи под едно одеало на ливадата.

А днес се появи съвсем ненадейно в 4:30. Точно както съм сънувала, че други едни философи се появяват на вратата ми. Само че този е истински.

Някои неповторими неща

Записвам си, за да мога да ги прочета, когато няма да бъдат възможни.

1. Брането на портокали от Scripps заедно с Л.
2. Излежаването на слънце пред балкона ми, прегърнати със същия.
3. Уникално красивите неща, които никой не ми е говорил от много време.
4. Четенето на Н. на свещи в петък.
5. Чувството, което е толкова силно, че искаш да го спреш, да го сложиш в кутийка, да го опишеш, да го съхраниш за после, да до изживееш цялото... без да можеш.
6. Леката тъга и объркване, когато това, за което си мечтал и не си смятал за възможно, съвсем изведнъж се е случило.
7. Екзистенциалните въпроси които случването на щастието поражда.
8. Конкретното щастие и спокойствие с конкретния човек (повторимо само с други хора в други ситуации).

А сега, на работа! :)

Reporting

Since diaries exist to help me remember things, I shall note here that I had a great Thursday and Friday. That's all. The details don't need to live in the online space.

Ein bunter Winter

This is just a quick summary of my winter cause I haven't written here in a while.
I've done a fair amount of work, and I've partied a lot. My very favorite German friend Susi visited me for 5 days, and we hung out with my friends and explored Sofia. After she left, I went out with a lot of different people, including my group of course, several old classmates, my two metalhead boys, an ex- future actress, my ex-"wife," and a very good friend of my first boyfriend's who is now a very good friend of mine.
Last night I was out with a boy who is in two local bands and I'm really happy and somewhat jealous cause I can't be in a band :) Up until 6pm or so we were together with another metalhead friend of ours, and we talked a lot about Judaism and such since the first boy is Jewish. It was incredibly interesting and inspiring. We later went to some metal concert, which makes the concerts I went to this winter two. Speaking of that, I also went to see some plays in the theatre with my mom and two very good movies, "Autumn Gardens" and a new Bulgarian movie called "Seamstresses." Now, speaking of my friends, I've been getting some very interesting uncalled-for confessions of the kind "Look at me. Thank you for all you're doing for me. I'm dead serious. Thank you." and "I [drivel form of 'love you']. You're so important and so responsible for who I've become." Eh... no comment :)